God has truly blessed me and gave me the greatest gift of life, which is love. I married the man of my dreams recently and I can not begin to explain how greatful & happy I am. we may not be the perfect couple that you guys think we are but our relationship took a lot of hard work, sacrifice, faithfulness, commitment, communication, and the list goes on & this is just the beginning. I can not explain how much I truly love you & how honored I am to (officially) be your wife. no matter what happens or how bad we piss each other off, at the end of the day I want to wake up right next to you. I know I don’t make things easy sometimes but thank you for never giving up. I love you!
..just finishing up packing and it’s about 11:15pm right now. I should be getting some sleep for this early flight in the morning, but shit happens. lol less than 24 hours til we go to Hawaii! our first big trip together, I’m nervous. I think I’ll be homesick, I’ll miss my doggies. never been this far away before. i’d like to enjoy my time this is a break we’ve been needing, here we go..”Mr. & Mrs. Ponn” til death do us part…nigga!!! lol ;p
i never gotten the chance to meet you but i know there were lots of memories established. i just want to thank you for blessing me with one of the most loving family’s that i can ever have in my life. i wish i could do something to help, i love this family with all my heart; i know you’re here in spirit but may you rest in peace. you’ll always be loved, always missed, always remembered, and always cherished. <3
i miss the old days, i miss the idea of you, i miss believing in you with almost everything i ever had. you always had a piece of my heart no matter how long its been. so many years has passed us by and i still think about you often and at times dream of you. you’ve always been one of the things i’ve always wanted most in my life, i just dont want to put my hopes up again. dont get me wrong, i dont regret how my life has molded out to be but i do wonder what could’ve happened if i would’ve tried harder. do i try, or just let it be….?
people has been asking me what’s wrong. yes it’s true i smile less now a days, yes i’ve been more quiet than usual, yes i dont talk to the people i used to at work. i just have been keeping more to myself lately because i want to. i’m just not in a “happy” place in my life right now and i’m just dealing with it the best way i can. i see true colors, i see the bullshit, and i’m tired. plain and simply tired. i have my own battle within, at work, at home and it cycles. so everyone, i’m fine just not at a happy state. it’ll eventually blow over, i guess. i just don’t have shit to say. that’s it.